I am 20 now!

I am 20 now!

This word hurts the most when you realise that you have done nothing till now though you have reached your one of the half years of living.

When I was a child (around 10, 14 years of age) I used to dream high. I had big dreams (I still have them), I had a vision that by 22 years of age, I would buy new scooter and build new house. But now I am already 20 years, why that dream looks difficult? Thinking this thing right now feels like, it's because progress takes  longer time but it will definitely as the saying goes, "Universe is there to fulfill your wish, just don't forget to wish." 

As I pass by 20th birthday, I have come through many aspects of life-happiness, sadness, anger, love, hate, jealousy, and the list goes on.. Childhood was merry, where I used to visualize the Ninjas village of Ninja Hattori and sweet Knechi and had a dream to visit that place one day to feel that peace, calm, and what not. From that time to now, many things has changed, except one thing I.e. my innocence and kindness for others. 

The world is cruel, I would rather say super cruel that noone will show you the way until they have reached their own (everybody wants to be rich and flourish) right! 20th born day is here and a strong realisation as well that if I want to improve financial condition of my family then I have to sacrifice my study and vice-versa. Noone ever told me that it is so difficult to survive in the world of nepotism, favorism, and power. Because I used to think and treat each one of us equally though I have power. But I was wrong. Sometimes I think, this realisation is taking quite after long time and late but here come the voice, "Everything happens for a reason and everything happens in the right time."